It's a lifetime gurantee...

that Alevels will get u somewhere.
urgh.
sick and tired of all the stress.
yet i must persevere.

i realised.. i have a lot of
pressure. from everythng and
everyone around me. heesh.

well. it all boils down to me
finding a source of distress.

"i've got no motivation
where is my motivation?" - Longview

well.. my motivation lies in
me wanting a life in UNI. whee.

a better life.
n perhaps one day... a caravan..
hee. tht wld be said later in my
next post. i wrote a song... abt
him.


n i realised... for a long time
now.. that i wld never let him
go!!! IT'S A LIFETIME
GURANTEE. i wld never stop loving..
i wld never stop caring... heesh.

sounds familiar.. like some cheesy
love song. well. sometimes i have
to admit on the contrary to my
principle... thts how i am.
cheesy n eeky.

i realised this so called phenomenon
bcos even tho im disappointed
with him.. hurt by wat he does..
i still care for him.

you can erase someone from ur
mind. but not ur heart.
so its not easy... never easy.

n i also realised the way u
look at me. tht is a fact. it
cannot be hidden. maybe im
in denial or shok sendiri or
somethng. but wen 2 eyes
meet... there's no doubt abt
it.

i realised... u don relli tok
to many gurls. n i don hear
rumours bout u lyking other
gurls. so thts good..
n i lyk tht.
thnk god. never replace
me... please.. :T