Sunday, April 15, 2007

He took the seat off his own bike because of the way that it felt

And I'm thinking bout the only road..
One I've never known
And I know its all that I've wanted
-- Macy's day parade --

Whee. Im cookie.
Screaming my lungs out.
Singing green day songs.
Not knowing what to do with life.
yet doing my hw.
reluctantly.

haiz..

thats life.
it's get typical.

well.. this weekend was orite for me.
on fri night i went for
Crez Awards.

Not relli worth the money...
i wldnt go...
if it wasnt for the highlights of
the night...
n the fact tht crescent is my
alma mater. :)) till forever..
haha. what crap.

yeh. crez awards was fun.
finally got to see nad again.
after months.. gosh.
so many thngs happened.
to her.. to me.. n yet we r
so oblivious. cos we ddnt meet
up. sad.

then sat was relli dull.
ptm.. yeh. wtever..
den. i slept thru e whole day.
haha. sleepy as hell.

den today.. woah. usual
again. went to PUB
newater for service again.
quite fun. hopefully i can
finish tht as soon as poss.

oh. the weirdest thng...
firah n fizah(r) came to
my hse today to study.
poor thngs had no place
to go. haha. u guys can
come my hse any time
if u want k.. :)

k. accept if my mum's home.
haha. she don relli like
visitors. but besides tht,
hey ho the dairy oh...
haha. crap.

i need a new hp!!
i wanna buy sony ericsson's
flip phone in may. its's so
pretty. damn y did my sis
have to make me fall in love
with it.

I'm in love with so many
thngs. haha. yeah rite..
k. i got one true love. ;)

he wld come in my dreams..
he makes my heart skip a
beat.
i get goosebumps.
i miss his voice.
i wanna hear it everyday.
i wanna be a part of his life.
he is so great. he has faults
but i still love him...

he is...

BILLIE joe armstrong!!!

haha. fooled u ddnt I!
why wld i tell everyone e
truth!!! :T

heehee.
but i do love billie.
but let the other just be a
part of my dream.

I feel a
"desperation murmur of
the heartbeat" -- Homecoming

I feel tht
he hates me.

Cos he ignores me.
It's been 2 months.
But I just carry on.
thnking abt my impt yr
dis yr.

I get desperate.
Unsure. Gullible n
confused.

I can do nothing but stare
at u from afar.
n this is the first time.
usually i can go to u.
but now im held back..

'i see u down in the front line.
such a sight for sore eyes.
ur a sucide makeover' --
Prostethic Hate

but i cherish
all the time we had.
the time of OUR life..

*[just rmb dear, im different
from the rest.
we share something so
common, it is uncanny.

i dont understand. do u
appreciate me? do u care?
i wan u to thnk for a sec...
all the times we had..

us singing our fave songs
we jus sing
oblivious to wht it means
'if u live with me I'll die
for u and this compromise.'

is this significant to u?

rmb the times we laughed.
our crazy times.
we cldnt breathe. i held
so tightly to wht he had...
but now there's none.

dont u miss all tht?
all the times we had...

think for a sec.
ur losing out...
ur losing me...]*

*i need u.*i want u.*

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