I hereby solemly swear...

To not lose my handphone
ever again!!!

argg.

yes. the most unfortunate
thing happened to me today.
luckily i still have my old
sim card. e one with my old
no. n my old phone.
n luckily i still have my mp3..

errr. thts wen i thnk i dropped
my hp. wen i was too engrossed
thnking abt where i put my mp3.
i think i put my mp3 in my
pocket n it dropped. most prob
in the bus.

while on e way home. shld i continue
searching for my hp? but jus now
i did. i trailed back the route i took.
urgh. i felt a sudden sense of
panic first. then frustration.

then regret.
i lost all my messages!!!
argg. haiz... some phone no.s.
my hp is lyk my everytng.
almost.

its not abt the materialistic
part. its abt e sentiments
n memories my hp brings.
all these cannot be bought
with money. i cant replace
them! haiz.

i also lost all the pics i took
on my hp! haiz.

i almost killed myself wen
i once accidentally deleted
all the messages in my
inbox. and now this! argg.

but i tell to myself. the
important thng is not
the msgs. but the memories
i have n will cherish. but
the msgs r the thngs tht
make me rmb all the thngs
tht happen in my life!

haiz. well. nvm as my fren
say.. maybe there's a
'hikmah' to all this.

wht am i goin to tell my mom!
argg.

memories... haiz.
i will jus cherish them.
n to make me not forget them..
i shall promise to myself to make
a blog or diary. n write down
all e memories i have..

of you.. of me.. haiz.

now i gtg n call wdlands interchange.
my last hope.