Cruel Intentions

Everyone has a certain degree
of EVIL in them.

Some..

Are just pure evil.

I am nice in general.
hah.
Well.. I lyk to thnk that I am.
So.. I dont usually become evil.

But.. ever since the whole
"incident" I thnk tht i am.
Its not much. Just that... I
wanted to speak my mind. SO
i wrote how I felt on my blog.

Is that so much so evil n mean?

I can be straightforward wen i
want to.
but in general im pretty secretive.
n hide my feelings.

But. I just had to say it. It was my
cause.
Hrm. But he seems ok abt wat I
wrote.
Is he oblivious or ignorant?

either way..

wat matters is wat I wrote. So i
made an aim.
he seemed ok with me. n its true
tht he doesnt insult me. so y must
i do the same.

haiz.
my aim basically is to say sorry.
tats it.

den its over.
i can laugh abt it all over again.

My cruel intentions.
U are made to become a parody.

I don wan to be a hypocrite.
but if u wanna noe.. i am neutral.
I've never been ur good fren.
sorry.
i mean.. ur jus a fren la.

haha. but u colour up my life.
make me laugh.
perhaps in a bad way... but
still.. i laugh.

I shall move Away
from this topic..

This is about another person.
(*shall not be named*) =

So..

Throughout today I was in
complete bliss.
COS..
I'm just so happy i tok to u.
I realised that im so fortunate
to get to know u.

Yep. But sometimes my bubble
bursts.
N im back to reality.
I realise... U don feel e same way
for me.

U react with other girls the same
way as u do with me.
U don treat me lyk im special 2 u.

Yet..

I feel happy wen i see u.
I made a fool out of myself in front
of u.
Yet.
Im glad ur there.

I found my inspiration.