Boogie All Night

I'm so freakishly happy today.
Tho I dont seem like it cos Im
lying half dead on my bed.

Woo-hoo!

The whole orientation 07 was a blast.
But yest night was the highlight!!!
As usual, or shall i say, the 2nd
jam n hop night was e bomb!
haha. im bias.

i just LURVEE to boogie!
n some memorable, unforgettable stuff
may have happened last nite..

so.. of course.. it was great!

lets strt frm the beginning..
sure thng, we were disappointed..
cos.. our clan TITANS didnt win..
but yeah.. im happy. we're third.
:)

well. our final performance didnt
turn out as planned.
but we did a great job all together.

kudos to all e j1s! love u guys!
i might have been a lil angry tht
e j1s didnt perform their best..
but tht was at first.. i was ok..
cos i noe in the end.. competition
is not most impt.

hehe. again im bias.
cos im just so happy im high.

but there are other probs tht i
face as well.. i will write tht in other
posts... haha. n face tht later.

right now i just want to dip
myself in the possibility of optimism.

so.. anyways.. yeah. after e whole
orientation n announcing of winners,
we celebrated by BOOGIE-ING!!!
haha. jam n hop.. fun!!!

me n shelly (thts how u spell it right :P)
stick together n tried finding the rest
of e guys.. hakim, afiq, the rest of titans..
it was so crowded.. the hall may be big..
but it was still damn hot n sweaty.

but it was fun. me n shelly worked our asses
off man.. we keep trying to find new pple.
n try to get those hu r not dancing to get into
e spirit.. haha. we moved around alot.

i saw loads of familiar faces. n unfamiliar ones
as well. while on the dance floor i bumped into
some ogls n the j2s.. n then i just danced with
a bunch of j1 guys n gals i dont noe..

haha. then i even went on stage with some of the
guys.. lyk the ogls.. n we reall strut our stuff.
haha. not strut.. we danced. haha. damn syiok. :)

but mostly i stick arnd with e same grp of pple.
haha. i jus cant get enuff of them. they're so
fun. :) esp. on the dance floor.

i just wont be able to forget last night. while we were on stage...
shelly, fad n some of the other gurls told us to just go ahead
n pick out a guy we wanna dance with. n hu might u thnk i
picked.. haha. i first went off stage n into e crowd.. but i
didnt see him. i noe hu i was gonna pick.

then.. i saw him.. haha. n we definitely boogi-ed all
thru e night. we danced for an hr. n we were so
tired ah.. but i wldnt miss a chance to dance with
him.. haiz.

ok enuff abt tht. tht shall remain in the figment of
my memory. n remain there.

well. last night was memorable becos i let loose of
myself.. i've been uptight n stressed the whole
of yest. i just let loose n i danced with
evryone arnd me.. haha. me n shelly did some dirty
dancing.. haha. so much for none of tht.

its the first time i ever let loose. n even be confident
enuff to dance with a bunch of guys. n
with a guy. haha. well.. it was so fun. i thnk i
said this thrice.. but its e truth..

wow. with such fun, comes with such confusion
n reality check. confusion comes frm some
probs i see my frens go thru.
i need to ask her. she looks so unhappy yest..
confusion comes frm myself.. my probs..
hu im going to choose..

but again i don care for now. i linger upon
this thought. but im gonna stop.
cos my memory of yest is just so
powerful.. full of happiness.

i wanna end with a happy note... so..
i shall go on abt yest. i was lyk
some energetic mean dancing machine
yest.. i dono how e hell i looked last
night on the dance floor. i dono wht pple
thnk of me. but i noe i went on dancing..
all thru e whole hour. haha. cant believe
it..

i saw some pple not dancing.. some frens..
some j1s.. n i saw pple hu stopped dancing
n just sat on the stage, outside or backstage.
some pple just r not so fond of dancing
i guess. but me.. im e clubbin kind. haha.
haiz. i just wished it was a bit clearer n longer
last night.. so tht i can find more pple to
dance with n have more time to dance with
em..

but even tho i have some disappointments as
such. im still happy. n had loads of fun.

it was sad to part with my og at e end. we had some
tributes n pics of the orientation. haha.
then i tok to my dearest og. n then they all left.
i tot it was almst over. until.. atiqah gave me
a nice note.. haiz. im glad she liked me as a fren
n ogl. n then.. i went to the stage.. n i just felt
i wanted somethng.. so i went bck to my og
area.. the back of the hall.. n asked them for
water. but my intention was other wise.

n i got my wish n intention. i saw him for e
last time last nite. we exchanged nos. im glad he
came back. i tot he was gone.

im just so happy. i met new pple. i
went thru half of my jc life feeling fully
satisfied. i always feel tht i need satisfaction.
n this time i shall not be greedy. i am
satisfied with wat i have. i really wish others
do get this too. hopefully.. it wld only get
better n better. perhaps.. it already is.