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Everything can be SO fucked up.

This Blog.
This Net.
This Entire Planet.

And yet...

We feel an emptiness inside.
What are we supposed to do? Why must we do it?
Simple Qns.
Hard Solutions.

Im feeling SO emo. Dont know why.
Maybe cause he's here.
About 100m away from me.
We seem so near yet so distant.
I never knew him.
He never knew me.

Maybe what my DEAR gurl friend told me is true.
Maybe its time I needed somebody.
Is it?
Again. Another Hard Qn.

Harder than the stupid exam Qns.
These are real life qns.

I'm just going to remain a shell.
An empty shell.
For now.
Till exams are over.

Once they are...
I'm going to change my blog.
I'm going to update it.
And I'm goin to summarize the events that happened each month this year.
Year 2006.
A new beginning.

Arghh! I just saw him go down the stairs with a girl.
A GIRL!
They prob went down to eat.
A DATE?!
Whats wrong with me?
Another Hard Qn.
With Many Wrong Solutions.